It hurts,and you don't even know.

Por: Ike Larasayu | |

Guys,so it's not a random post.

Not a fantasy thought.

But now I wanna start to see the reality one.

Even I know,both of them sometimes are really hurt for me.

I don't know want to start from where.

It's too much to explain and I'm not a kind of person that can explain something very well.

I just realized that 'this' is my reality.

Even my fave-freakin-idols can't fix this problem---->stupid thought.

And don't know what,my heart says "why do you like them? while you can't do anything with them? They can't do anything to make your life better. They're famous. Different world. It's useless dude. Face your reality life!"

------>Current listening to : Why I Like You

"The one reason,that makes me perfect,makes me live,makes me laugh is having you"

But in fact I'm not.

Okay. It's too overreact.....

So in fact I miss him,i can't explain who is "him" or all the memories that I've passed.

Forget it....... but I can't.

1,5 years I through this feeling,but until now I can't help it,even it's my own feeling.

Sometime life's so hard for me. Makes me confused. And have no any way to escape.

"I miss when you called my name. I miss you called me with 'alay' name (even I always say to you that I hate it!). I miss your smile. I miss your stupid act. I miss talking to you. I miss chatting with you. I miss when I met you in front of your housing gate ( bego bgt ini). I miss when you drink my tea from my straw (haha), I miss when you got me kidding with your silly jokes. I miss when you gave me a hi-five. I miss everything about you!!

Gosh..............I wrote it easily.

It came through my brain immediately.

And I wanna cry a lot.

has written by: Laras, xoxo.